I feel a stab like a mist,
exuding eerie colors of disease,
a stygian rift unsealed with a kiss,
infecting sieves in me, shaping awe from coma,

acrid grey that now turns red
as brightful bliss is 
made from bare rough dread,
cathartic liberation from the jail
that high and loud was caging
a tone of pure, sharp white,
but stained,

The gateways of my mind
are now open wide, dismayed,
a whole and vast new kind of deep life
is eating its path away,

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing to go all the way,

I sense an earpiercing sight 
overlaying stroke, arcane, as drowned in spite, 
craving for more, and at the same time void,
overjoyed, tainting my tastes,

The gateways of my mind
are now open wide, dismayed,
a whole and vast new kind of deep life
is eating its path away,

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing to go all the way,

As a darker touch invades the shades of scents
the shape of my ego becomes zero, sour as black,

as sensations rise to be devoid of contrition
a bloodbath will be a sure escape for all these visions.

The gateways of my mind
are now open wide, dismayed,
a whole and vast new kind of deep life
is eating its path away,

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing to go all the way.

Pushing to go all the way.

as I tame my need for getting bloody
I watch the world turn into a folly,
all faces fading into a mess
pushing me to go all the fucking way.